I feel so bad when i rejected someone..
I felt like i just did a crime..
a murder to be exact..
but i can't force my self..
but what i'm i suppose to do?
Am i suppose to force myself to except him?
or just reject him?
0uh ya!
i'm allowed to go out study with friends..
regardless of gender, religion or race..
And most importantly i was told
not to commit myself to any men..
both good for me physically and mentally..
sort of true..
i spent more time with my friends
going here and there..
spending time together..
create bonding and sibling hood..
I LOVE ALL MY
BRO AND SIS!!
THERE ARE THERE WHEN I
NEED THE MOST..
gonna miss them a lot..
